Everything Is Past

2012-02-13T22:02:00.002+08:00

I love hearing old songs I used to love.

They're like memories you can go back to.

My memorizing is not good. But I do remember every promise that you made to me.

I know that wasn't a relationship but a lie.

Silly day.

2012-02-11T23:39:00.009+08:00

Went to shie win's house for her bro's birthday celebrations.

Once again, Happy birthday to you! Yew Pin :D

No chance to take photo with him as he was so busy to serve his friends. LOL

Or actually I'm the one who busy of taking photo with shie win and bao yun?

Who knows? :P

Had lots of fun at her house with no activities and games. :)

We laughed with all the fun jokes and talks.

Silly in the room.

Snap photo likeaboss ♥

And now, PICTURES TIME! :)

Smile to light up your day. :)

Abnormal pose is a must. LOL

My ♥ bao

Her favourite pose? Pig mouth! :D

An ugly photo is a must as well. LOL! With ♥ win

Good night people ♥ :D

Just a sudden.

2012-02-10T23:22:00.010+08:00

Just feel like having a cup of hot chocolate. Sit in a coffee shop, with music in my ears. Enjoy the silent. I don't know what's going wrong, sadness and emo attack me at the same time.

许多事情，我知道，我明白，我了解，我清楚

我真的什么都懂

但，眼泪还是流，我也没办法

知道愚蠢的还是自己。　

Visit him, my beloved biology tutor ♥ after work. :) He was so shocked and surprised when he saw me. :D Actually I did not plan to visit him, I just went to night market with my ♥ shie win to settle my dinner. Was wondering what time, take a look from my watch, it's about 10. A sudden idea pop out, should I pay him a visit? At last, I decided to do so since I so miss him! :)

传说中的心灵相同?　

面对人群时，我究竟是在强颜欢笑？还是发自内心的开心？

我不知道，只知道，射手座的人，总爱自己一个人受到委屈时，独自一人躲在角落里疗伤。

Nice song, meaningful lyrics with awesome vocal. :)

2012-02-09T18:19:00.000+08:00

哭了才发现自己真的受伤了
你曾对我说你永远是我的
为了爱情我把自己的幸福都忘了
你快乐我就快乐

也许是我们彼此都太年轻了
就是特别容易沉溺在爱情里
每当我再次看到身边美丽的花火
你也离开我我还是想对你说

baby i love you so much
你走了我的心在淌血
baby you hurt me so bad
想要你回到我的世界
baby i love you so much
你给我的诺言已经瓦解
baby you hurt me so bad
只要我们都爱着无论多苦都值得
说好的你怎么麽忘记了

也许是我们彼此都太年轻了
就是特别容易沉溺在爱情里
每当我再次看到身边美丽的花火
你也离开我我还是想对你说

baby i love you so much
你走了我的心在淌血
baby you hurt me so bad
想要你回到我的世界
baby i love you so much
你给我的诺言已经瓦解
baby you hurt me so bad
只要我们都爱着无论多苦都值得
说好的你怎么麽忘记了

Song of the day. :) 張智成 -相逢恨早

2012-02-08T13:47:00.000+08:00

I'm so in love with this song! :D

時間還剩多少愛情度日如秒
你的姿態很高年輕而驕傲
我不適合吵鬧應該面面俱到
一隻眼關心一隻眼瞎掉

愛你捱過千刀每一刀都重要
對你來說卻還好不想要就拉倒
我不願再飄搖你朽木不可雕距離美得糟糕

愛可不可以不要相逢恨早
我真的不怕等到花都謝了
難道你不能夠早一秒看清自己的需要
我的歲月已悄悄你正才要炫耀

愛可不可以直到白頭偕老
卻怎麼那麼輕易就被打擾
如果你能夠再晚一秒走進我懷抱
我想愛比現在更可靠

別人都不看好溫柔說成輕佻
陷入流言的圈套眼神都在嘲笑
我當愛是福報你當愛是乞討無所謂跟誰要

愛可不可以不要相逢恨早
我真的不怕等到花都謝了
難道你不能夠早一秒看清自己的需要
我的歲月已悄悄你正才要炫耀

愛可不可以直到白頭偕老
卻怎麼那麼輕易就被打擾
如果你能夠再晚一秒走進我懷抱
我想愛比現在更可靠

愛可不可以直到白頭偕老
卻怎麼那麼輕易就被打擾
如果你能夠再晚一秒走進我懷抱
我想愛比現在更可靠

我想我只是相逢恨早

为什么你就是无法离开不对的人？

2012-02-07T11:05:00.000+08:00

Another meaningful story from a book. :)

决定分手所需要的勇气，不亚于决定踏入结婚礼堂的那一刻。

我们拼命抓着不肯放手的，并不是属于我们的幸福，而是那些已经消逝的回忆，和尚未完成的梦想

明明知道那件衣服不适合你，但你就是忍不住想要试穿一下。

明明知道垃圾食物对你的健康没有一点好处，但，你还是没有办法抗拒它的魅力。

明明知道那个人是个 [ 不对的人 ] ，但你却迟迟无法做出对的决定。

感情的结束，其实比开始还要困难。

主动提出分手的人，原来比被迫分手的那一方更加煎熬。

尽管已经下定决心离开了，我们还是会在心里不断地问自己：

难道没有其他办法了吗？

真的只能这样了吗？

要是哪天我后悔了怎么办？

决定分手所需要的勇气，不亚于决定踏入结婚礼堂的那一刻。

没有人想要面对这样的局面，

毕竟我们都曾以为这段感情一定会是happy ending 。

那么，不要分手好不好？

想到这里，若是你没有办法真心地回答出一个 [好] 字，

那你和他的感情只会有两种结局：

一，是现在就忍痛分手，

二，是继续痛苦地在一起，将来还是得忍痛分手。

他只会道歉，却拒绝改变。

2012-02-07T00:01:00.000+08:00

刚读了一篇文章，觉得蛮有意思的。

所以，我决定分享！ :D

我们都知道，只要是人，就一定会有缺点，但是，我们要怎样决定对方的哪些缺点我们应该要包容，又有哪些缺点足以成为我们离开的理由？

有种人，具备了亲和的嘴脸，柔软的身段，懂得虚心检讨，更会在第一时间认错。但是，他们只会在嘴巴上道歉，行为上却不会有任何改变。

例如，他约会迟到，也知道迟到造成你的困扰，会向你道歉，承认自己这么做真的很不好。只是，下一次约会的时候，他还是会迟到。

他醉酒闹事，清醒后又下跪又忏悔，但下一次喝酒的时候，他仍然会忘了节制。

他喜欢乱认乾妹妹，当你向他抗议时，他也会道歉求饶，努力安抚你，只是，没过多久，你又发现他身边多了好几个乾妹妹。

换句话说，他只想要息事宁人，不是真的在意对方的感受。

他很会做表面功夫，也很擅长维持表面关系，却很难与人建立真实的感情。你根本不知道他什么时候说 [ 好 ] 是真的 [ 好 ]，什么时候又在敷衍你。他不愿为自己说出口的话负责，又怎么会为你负责？

也许你会说，这未免太小题大做了吧？何必为了这么一点小小的疏失就把人家三振出局？

好吧，那你继续忍耐他知错不改，明知故犯，继续听他说 [ 对不起 ] ，看看自己可以委曲求全到什么地步吧。

每一段恋情失败的原因，几乎早在恋情开始之初就可以预料得到。老是让你的情人为了同样的事情向你说 [ 对不起 ]，其实有绝大部分是你自己的错。

就把他当成一个 [ 不对的人 ] 吧。

虽然他的 [态度] 很好，但是他的 [行为] 却错的离谱。

你把每一次的原谅都当成 [ 最后一次 ] ，但是他却永远都还会有 [ 下一次 ]。

如果你仍然觉得这不是问题，那么让我再告诉你把，许多会打老婆的惯犯，他们的行为模式与人格特质都像是这样。

Last day of CNY. 6.2.2012

2012-02-06T23:08:00.000+08:00

Time flies fast and today is the last day of CNY. Did you guys fully enjoy your Chinese New Year? Hope you guys do. :)

I spend my last day of CNY with two friends, one is my bao bao and another, is shie win.

I really hope you guys don't misunderstand me. I'm not HOMOSEXUAL. ><

Was planned to watch The Viral Factor with my two friends at Viva Home Mall but due to the transportation problem, we couldn't make it and at last we cancelled it. :( what a sad case. But it's okay, there will be another chance for us as long as we keep in touch. :D

So at last, shie win and I went to Leisure Mall Popular to have a look.

This is the books that we bought. :)

很多人在失恋以后，只知道数落对方的不对，却独独忘了检讨自己，只会忙着悔不当初，却不曾想过要改变自己，只会一味地用爱不对人来安慰自己，自问自己为何会爱不对人？

其实，每个人难免会爱上一两个不对的人，但是如果你一再地遇上不对的人，那么，那个真正不对的人可能就是你自己。

Book name : Where are you? Mr.Right 为什么你总是爱不对人？

I feel so meaningful that's why I bought it for myself. Maybe I will gain some knowledge in love after reading this? Who knows? :D Reading is always good for humans. :)

And another book is about psychology. Since this course is one of my consideration course, I decided to buy some books to read it, to get more understanding about this course. :) Hope it will help me.

After popular, we went to Wong Kok Char Chan Teng to have some tea-session. :)

Love their environment. Comfortable. ♥

Two hot chocolate. ♥ But it was too sweet. ><

Cam-whore in the cafe. :)

Her signature pose. :D

Sexy eye-sight. :P

Happy Chap Goh Meh to all my friends ♥

Happy Valentine's day to you too. ♥

Louis Vuitton

2012-02-06T18:46:00.000+08:00

Never knew that Louis Vuitton is having sales now. Their price are so cheap and reasonable! I feel like getting one for my mum as mother's day present and one for myself. :D

This is the bag I wanted to get. First, I like the design. This is just simple, nice and young. :) Second, I'm able to afford the price. Guess how much is this?? The original price is RM 1801! And now is just RM 685.99 which means that you can get it with the price of RM700 ONLY! Don't you think that this is super cheap?!

Am gonna earn hard and save my money! Hope I can do it. >

www.louisvuittonmalaysia.net ( have a look girls ) :D

Steamboat night ♥

2012-02-05T00:15:00.000+08:00

A good night with a brunch of secondary school friends. :)

We had a steamboat session in shie win's house.

Although is just a simple dinner, with no games and other activites but we do enjoyed the night with all the talks. :D

Pictures time :)

With the ♥ shie win and POP! :)

Guess what? Both of us wore the same brand clothes which is MANGO with a short jeans pant!

What a co-incident! :D

With Vivian :) ♥

With Mr.Heng ♥

He said I'm fat T.T

This guy is getting handsome and handsome! I asked what is the skill of getting handsome, guess what he replies me? He said, sleep late! lmao! what a good answer ><

With Kah Weng ♥

This girl, funny girl ever! With Yee Cheng ♥ Shoot 1

With yee cheng ♥ shoot 2

Saw the difference of my fringe? Yea, I put it aside as it is getting longer and longer and makes my eyes feel so uncomfortable. Btw, just ignore my cacat fringe.

Good night people ♥ :)

Friendship ♥

2012-02-03T22:45:00.000+08:00

Is just a simple dinner night with her.

Trust me, I'm not homosexual. -.-

We are just best friend although sometimes we will call each other baby, darling or etc.

But this is just one of the way to show our friendship. :)

Both of us have a similarity, is both of our mum seldom cook. -.-

I don't know why recently my mum keep eating at outside with my dad. grrr!

Ngor yiu sik G ga fan geh ma. ><

That's why we always come out for breakfast, lunch, dinner or sometimes supper.

Her shock face when she saw me :O

My shock face when I saw her :O

Conclusion, this is the face expression when we meet. LOL ♥

I know you weren't worth for my tears anymore.

I will just buried all those memories deep in my heart.

Not because I'm enjoying the pain that you tore.

I just want to keep this wound as a remembrance to remind me that I once had you in my life ♥

Good night people ♥

Songoftheday ♥

2012-01-28T23:36:00.000+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F5FlN-NBGo8

有些愛越想抽離卻越更清晰
而最痛的距離是你不在身邊卻在我的心裡 ♥

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vxzQ2IVs-vw

就让我忙的疯掉
忙的累到
连哭的时间都没有最好
就让我忙的忘掉

你的怀抱
他曾带给我的美好
当有人问好不好
怕伤心夺眶就咬牙说我很忙
这完美的话
完美的伪装
才让我的痛没人看到 ♥

Pray hard for tomorrow. Wish me good luck ♥

Bestquotesfb. :)

2012-01-28T00:33:00.000+08:00

God only give you what he knows you can handle.

So if life seems hard,

remember that god knows you are strong enough,

to get through it. ♥

4th day of CNY.

2012-01-27T22:38:00.000+08:00

Time flies fast, and today is 27th of Jan dy. Sigh!

I don't think that I enjoy this holidays! Can I have more holidays?? :(

Alright, back to the topic. XD

Let's blog about yesterday, I went to kah yan's house for barbecue. :)

Meet some new friends at there and the way they talk and communicate, is SUPER FUNNY!

You will not get bored at there. :)

Can't get the chance to capture with all of them as they are busy gambling. ><

Picture time! :)

A smile to win win win money!

Won at first, lost at the end. wtf! :(

GHOST!!!!!!

Guess what? I'm successfully to know the skill of drawing eyeline! :D

It can makes your eyes look bigger!

For those small eyes like ME, eyeliner is a good tool!

Bought the liquid eyeliner and gel eyeliner from maybelline. :)

Shu Ying ♥ and Me ! Super long time didnt meet with this girl. I miss her! :D

Yea, no doubt. Is my beloved bao bao ♥ and ME! :D
New friend! Carmen and Me! :D

She is a funny and nice person. I'm glad that I got a chance to know her. ♥

Good Night people! ♥

3rd day of CNY. 25.1.2012

2012-01-26T01:28:00.001+08:00

It's the 3rd day of CNY. How are you guys?

Keep on drinking like a LouSai? Drink like you don't know what's the meaning of drunk?

Keep on gambling like a LouSai? Gamble like you don't know what's the meaning of lose? XD

Well, finally all my beloved came back from their home town.

We gathered together and start our gamble and drinking session. :)

I did tried beer before, but only half can.

HALF CAN CAN KILL ME EASILY!

FACE GONE RED and SWOLLEN?! wtf.

Tried red wine also, ears and face gone red. :'(

Why I'm so weak in drinking?

But today, guess what?!

My friends and I went to Bosco's house gathering and I try vodka!

Honestly, it taste sucks but I keep drinking.

Conclusion, face and ears gone red, body start to feel itchy.

Friends told me that I'm actually allergic to alcohol.

I was like wtf? Means I can't go for clubbing to drink? T.T

Alright, is picture time. :)

Aunty look. Please forgive my without make-up face. :(
wowwow! Don't know what alcohol is this and it taste sucks! yuck!

VODKA! I always wanted to try this when I was form 3 till now. And finally I got the chance to try it but.... this is not the taste I expected. SAD CASE! :'(

My first time of drinking vodka. :)

I was too bored. :P

My beloved bao bao ♥

We have been 2 months never meet with each other.

I'm so sad about your situation, but, time is the best medicine.

不用刻意去忘记，回忆久了，味道也会变淡的。

There will be one day, we could start our new life. :)

Just cheer up, my girl ♥

Bao bao, Cy's bf (Joe Lee) and Me. :)

Although this song is old, but I'm really addicted to it.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Huhg7Mi_Ssw

Good night people. :)

2nd day of CNY. Day out with dearest sis. :) 24.1.2012

2012-01-24T22:11:00.000+08:00

Pavi day with my sis! :)

Capture with the United Kingdom's bear. :D

Dress from HeartNSoul.

Bag from Charles&Keith.

Heel from CarloRino.

Shade from Vincci.

p.s. : ignore my fat arms and tummy. ><

My cute sis with a peace sign. LOL

We went to tokyo street to have our lunch.

But unfortunately, I forgot the name of the restaurant. LOL psps

Me with the tempura udon. :)
Sister with her fried chicken udon. :)
Like sister, like sister. LOL

We are wearing the same contact lens but why her eyes looks bigger than mine???

This is so UNFAIR! :'( sad case.
Macaron and me!

Macaron is ♥ but why it is so expensive?!

1 piece cost me RM3.80. wtf?
We even go for kindori ice-cream after our lunch.

Advice: Don't ever try the blueberry flavour.

It taste sucks! :( money wasted!

Lastly, sister with her strawberry ice-cream. ♥

年初一.

2012-01-23T21:55:00.000+08:00

Hello everyone! :D

How was your first day of CNY?

Mine was okay only. Sigh.

Hmmm... same thing again, let the picture be the talks. :D

What a good sister I have. She helped me to apply nail colour. :D

Oh! My twins sister with me. :D

They are adorable. :D
And also Cute! :D
The Lem's sisters. :)

Angry face? LOL

Cry face.
Shock face!
Don't don't! LOL

We all have a V-shape face.
Happy CNY! :D

New Year Eve with Her ♥ 22.1.2012

2012-01-22T20:53:00.000+08:00

Hello buddies! :D

Had an enjoyable outing with her, Shie Win ♥

Since I'm so lazy to blog about it, I decided to use picture be the talks. :P

Happy Chinese New Year. :D
Fall in love with my new sneakers, get it from HeartNSoul. Search it from fb. Their items are really nice ♥
Alright. I admitted that recently fall in love with cam-whore. :D
Bought a Vincci Bag for my mum as CNY present. Gosh! Cost me 100something and now I'm officially bankrupt. :'(
We bought ding tea as our drinks. :D How does it taste? Hmm.. My comment is so so. Btw, it is located in Fahrenheit. :)
This little girl is so happy of getting her stuffs. LOL!
Outfit of the day? Hmm.....
Cam-whore in the lrt. :)
HAPPY CNY TO ALL MY FRIENDS! :D

p.s: I will change my blogskin in someday. And there will be new surprise.

STAY TUNED! :D

You drive me crazy. 7/10/2011

2011-10-07T22:26:00.000+08:00

独自一人的时候，

忘了喜怒哀乐到底是什么。

独自一人在一个空间的时候，

我忘了笑是什么，

悲伤是什么，

眼泪是什么，

愤怒又是什么？

双眼空洞，只剩下躯壳。

反反复复的询问自己究竟在干什么。

我知道自己愚蠢极了。

分手了那么久，

究竟还在念念不忘什么？

不甘心？舍不得？

崩溃的时候，他不在。

眼泪狂流的时候，他也不在。

心疼到极点的时候，他也不在。

明明知道他已不眷恋这一切，

我却还在傻傻的等待奇迹。

明明知道他已不会回头，

却还在原地俳徊。

思念不停的来打扰我，

我也只能任由。

我不知道我能做些什么。

我只害怕独自一人在一个空间。

怕的不是寂寞，

怕的是思念会让我忍不住回头。

眼泪早已在那最后一晚流干了。

总是向朋友们解释，

我需要时间，

时间会冲淡一切的。

久而久子，

这些话，似乎只是在安慰着自己。

但，

我依然深信，

时间会冲淡一切，

只是不知道会是多久。

记性不好的我，

却还记得我们曾聊过些什么，

还记得你答应过的什么,

路痴的我，

总爱不认路，

但与你分开了过后，

我开始学会认路了，

因为你说过不认路，

是件很危险的事。

我要的，

是朋友们的陪伴，

声音的陪伴，

哪怕那只是陌生人，

我也想聊天。

因为，

只有在那一刻，

我的脑袋想的，

不会是你的影子。

其实，

我，

究竟在做什么？

It's time to leave.

2011-05-12T23:25:00.000+08:00

It's been a long time I never update my blog. Yea, I know my blog is full with spider webs now. =(

I feel so sad as I'm going to leave my first working place.

I feel so sad as I'm going to leave my beloved colleagues.

The sadness is surrounding me now.

Haix.

It's time to leave.

I'm really sad about this.

Good Night.

2011-03-23T15:22:00.001+08:00

Everything's out of expectation.

Unendurable.

2011-03-13T12:07:00.001+08:00

我始终，

解不开，

心里的，

那个结。

Cried for few hours,

both of my eyes swollen,

but still,

I can't change anything.

Accept???? It's very hard.

Trust me, I've tried.

But I failed.

Study? 28.1.2011

2011-01-28T21:16:00.000+08:00

Why there are a lot of peoples asking me, why you don't want to study? At first, I answered them because I got no money. But after one month, this question still be asking by them. I was so bored and tired of answering this question. Do you guys think that working is better than studying? For me, of course no! I'll continue to study until I can get a master if I got money. But the fact is, I got no money. That's why I have to work, I have to save money, then I only can proceed my studies. Working at the age of 18 is not that easy and always look down by the others. I hate that feeling. Because I'm a girl who hate being looked down by people and don't like to lose. But I got no choice because I'm just 18! and others teenagers having degree certificate and so on. What do I have? A SPM certificate? It's so ridiculous! So, I endure. I keep telling myself to endure because you need job, you need money only can continue study. At first, I couldn't accept and hard to believe that my family don't want to support me. As time goes by, I accepted. I tell myself, future is on my hand. I'm the one who decide and control it. I cannot spoil my future. There are three choices now :

First, wait for my result, if result is excellent, apply scholarship, continue study.

Second, if result is okay, study form 6 to continue.

Third, study and work at the same time. But it will be very suffer.

Haix. what should I do?????? My futureee..............

2011-01-24T20:47:00.000+08:00

Hey hey hey~

Finally I reached my aunt's house.

Just now when I was working, I suddenly thought about food =(

I don't know why I miss sushi so much.

Oh my gosh, the little octopus! I miss that!!!!!!!!

I'm craving for sushi now.

But so bad, I can only eat biscuit in the office. =( How pity am I.

CNY is coming soon, I wonder why time pass so fast.

And my age is getting older and older. Oh NO!

Want to know my new year wish?

hehehhehehe.

I wish that my family will always be healthy.

For me,money is not that important if compare to healthy.

And I hope that they can always be happy and smile always =D

I feel so bad when I'm not at home with them, because I can't accompany them.

I don't like to leave them alone.

So I always stay at home although we seldom talk at home.

I do love them so much.

But once my dad talk about studies, my future, college, OH NO!

I seriously don't like that because he doesn't plan to support me or sponsor me.

And I scare his nagging!

He's so powerful in nagging compare to those old men old ladies.

Every time he start his nagging, everyone of us will just silent and listen.

Because if nobody answer him, he will automatically shut up. HAHAHH!

This is what we do to him when he start nagging. xp ( I'm sorry dad! )

And I hope that I can study as soon as possible.

Either is form 6 or college, it doesn't matter.

As long as I can study, I'll be satisfied.

I miss books.

Recently I feel that my english is getting worse and worse.

I want to go MPH or Popular to buy some english books to read so that I can improve my English. =(

Improve myself , improve myself! Go Go Go

It's time to go take bath and sleep! hehehe

Hope tomorrow, everything will be alright.

No accident, No surprise. Just like a normal day =)

** stupid pimples, can you just disappear from my face??????????? I do hate you a lot and a lot!!!!!

Shopping day!

2011-01-23T20:47:00.000+08:00

CNY is coming soon!! But I haven't buy my clothes =(

So today, I date shie win go for shopping and lucky, she said okay! hehehehehhe

Early in the morning, ring ring ring~~~~

Alarm is ringing there while I'm enjoying my sleeping.

See the time, it's 8.00a.m.

Oh my gosh! It's too early and I'm so tired.

( shie win wouldn't come back so early de, so..... continue my sleeping ) heheheh

ZzZzzzzZZzzzzZzzz.........

Ring ring ring~~~~~

Alarm again! and it's 9a.m.

haix, I should wake up le otherwise I'll be late.

Force myself to wake up and go for shower.

Before I shower, shie win said she is coming back from temple!

Oh my gosh! Quickly prepare everything.

Shower, wear clothes, contact lens, bag, wallet, shoe and bliblablibla~

After I finished everything, shie win still haven't call me.

I was too boring and I captured some photo.. heehehehehe

I'm very lazy to write down everything. HAHA!

We went to klcc and fahrenheit.

Bought a pair of high heels at Carlorino, ( RM 100 is goneee... )

A blouse at Chapter 8, ( RM60 is goneee...... )

A dress at Iora, ( RM 143 is goneeeee..... )

And a shirt from Romp. ( RM 50 is goneee ....... )

I spent too much already. I'm crying now. T.T

I'm sorry readers, I'm so tired and I think it's time to go sleep.

Tomorrow start working again. Hope everything is fine. =D

I will miss my friends,

Chui yee tan

Kah yan tai

Bao yun chan

Shie win chuah

Joe Lee

Richard Pang

Nici Wai keat

Bosco Aik

Kenneth

Goodbye! =(

Another mental retarded photo for you guys! hahahha

I guess Joe Lee is going to slap me when he see me. HAHAHAH!

I'm back! 23/01/2011

2011-01-23T00:22:00.000+08:00

Oh yeah readers!

I'm back!

My blog is full with spider webs!

Start from now, I have to clean it everyday. hahaha

I will be active back in blogging, horhor~

I've changed my blog skin!

I still couldn't forget about this blog skin because it is too nice for me!

Especially I'm twilight fans! woot woot~ hehehe

So as the conclusion, I still use back this skin. hehehe

And another surprise!

Do you want to know it?!

Yea, I know you want. hahahaha

I got a new hairstyle today.

At first, I was so regret once I stepped out from the saloon.

Why?

Because the hairstyle is not what I want and I'm totally disappointed on it.

I feel like want to go for rebonding!

But so sad and so bad, I have no more money! =( I need $$$$

If I rebonding, I have no more money for shopping.

So I better save up. T.T

Want to see my new hairstyle? It's actually a curly hair.

At first, I covered my face because I don't like and still cannot accept the hairstyle!

Hmmmmm...... It looks like ookay worrrr...
The hairstyle actually not bad what! hehehehehe
Oh yeah! A mental retarded photo! Good night readers!! =D

I'm begging you, let me study please.

2011-01-09T01:36:00.000+08:00

Why you must disappoint me?

Can't you just give me some encourages and motivations?

I really want to study.

Why are you always give me the same answer?

Your answer always disappoint me, always make me sad, make me cry and make me feel angry.

An angel and a devil, both of them are fighting in my heart now.

Angel, I do love you a lot and a lot, my dear parents.

Devil, I hate you when you give me the answer.

Cry in the bedroom.

Hide myself in the bedroom.

Why I'm so emotional today?

Future? I can't see it.

My studies? I feel ridiculous.

My dream? That's just a dream.

You know I love study but you don't even plan to support me.

Don't comment please.

I knew you guys must saying that STPM also not bad or whatever it is.

But, my priority is still college.

Don't judge me by your own opinions.

You're not me, so you won't understand how does it feel like.

A memorable trip. 17.12.2010 - 20.12.2010

2010-12-21T14:36:00.000+08:00

2010-12-06T20:31:00.001+08:00

What's going on again?!

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hate it!

止不住的泪。 25/11/2010

2010-11-25T13:38:00.000+08:00

原来啊原来，

一切都是自己的自尊心在作祟。

从来，

没有想过这样的事情会发生在我身上。

眼泪，

还是忍不住的在妈妈面前流下来了。

那一瞬间，

我真的觉得好内疚好内疚。

我真的觉得我很对不起她。

但，更让我意想不到的是，

‘ 哭什么？尽力就好啦！我又没逼你要拿到好成绩。你又不是没读没尽力。别哭了啦 ‘

这一句话，

竟然会从我家人的口里说出。

到了那一刻才明白，

原来，

读了那么多年的书，

真正在强迫自己去拿好成绩的人，

是我自己。

眼泪，

唉，

还在不停的流啊！

林晓如，

该醒醒了，

好吗？

Qualify doesn't mean I'm happy.

2010-10-20T19:08:00.001+08:00

What I actually hope is that 3 of us can go to graduation.

Sometimes they might think that I'm happy because I'm qualify to go

Qualify to go doesn't mean that I'm happy.

Feel quite sad about this because I really wish to take photo with you guys.

Haix.

2010-10-19T22:50:00.000+08:00

Don't even understand why I can did so many mistakes in my trial exam.

Forget to copy the answer, I lost 6 marks.

Didn't write down the answer that I actually did in the questions paper, I lost 4 marks.

Sentences not completed, I lost another 3 marks.

Careless mistakes, I lost another 1 mark.

Another negative sign forget to put, I lost 3 marks.

3 significant figure, I gave two. Another 1 mark.

If everything doesn't happen, I am sure that I could get more A than now.

I lost many things including my rank.

But no choice, I have to face the truth.

NO MORE MISTAKES!

Lem Xiao Ru, when are you going to wake up?!!

If you keep doing the same mistake, do you think that your target can be achieved?!

WAKE UP!!!!!!!!

OPEN YOUR BIG EYES!!!!!!!!!!!!

GO GO GO!!!

I know I doesn't have the courage to accept the fact. Life is like this. Have to get use to it, Joyce!

2010-09-26T23:59:00.000+08:00

Feel like want to scream.
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

I hate it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

NO MORE S.G and T.S.!!!!

2010-08-28T22:58:00.000+08:00

I really super duber vuber hate going to sungai wang and times square.

I really beh tahan about it.

Once I step into the mall, I will feel myself very dirty.

I don't know why I hate it so much but last time I used to go there.

If not because of you, I won't go to sungai wang.

I really wonder you've changed so much.

Dare to do so many things that WE never did before.

You should grow up le.

There are no much time for you to play again le.

Try to be mature.

If you don't like the place that you live now, you can always come to our home.

Once I heard the news, I really feel that the previous you has died.

Now you are just a stranger for me, for us.

Your looks, your attitudes, your manners, your everythings also very new to me.

Stop being so rebellious.

Stop doing those kind of stupid things.

Take care of yourself and learn how to protect yourself.

Those kind of boys is stupid,

fool,

brainless,

bastard and

RUBBISH!

Now you might feel that their styles is very nice and handsome to you.

But for us, I'm very sorry to say that, they are super YONG SUI!

They are just rubbish for us because they are not our family members but you are.

We can't left you in the rubbish world and ignore you.

NO STANDARD,

NO BRAIN,

NO KNOWLEDGE,

They have nothing!!

Don't you know that we are very care for you?

If we don't care you, then why the Lem's family come to find you?

I find you for 2 hours something.

From leisure mall until times square.

My legs even injured because of you.

Really wish that you could wake up as soon as possible and become a good, obedient and mature girl.

2010-07-31T23:11:00.000+08:00

拍照的原因，

是想留下对我而言，

重要的那一瞬间。

2010-07-29T22:25:00.000+08:00

我鄙视你！！！！！！

Even a test you also want to copy answer from others?!

There is no medicine can cure your sickness already.

Stop being arrogant of the final competition!

They don't even know how was your attitude that's why they just keep supporting.

To another, really feel depressed once you laughed at her.

Do you think that you have the qualification to laugh at her?

Try to think yourself!

Really wish to leave this kind of ghost school as soon as possible!

A Shock News!

2010-07-14T22:38:00.000+08:00

I'm super duber vuber extremely sad.

Once I received the message,

my tears keep falling.

I really don't wish that it's true.

Can I just ignore it and leave it at there?

Act innocent?

Please!!!

I really don't want!

I don't even go for a camp before but now??

You want me to go NS?

I know this is just an excuse but I really don't want.

Don't tell me the benefit of NS.

I don't want to know.

I'm the one who don't like and don't wish to go.

I cried in front of my parents,

I keep yelling that I don't want.

But they just asked me to accept it.

Then why last time I begged you to let me go camp , you rejected?

At least you must let me to experience.

I really hope the SMS is not accurate.

I wish that tomorrow's newspaper will not be coming out my name,my IC.

I have a lot of plans to carry out during my holidays.

I have planned everything but now because of this message, it ruined everything!

YOU RUINED ME!

I was like a person without soul...........

I'm moody.........

I'm depress.......

改变不了的事情，真的只能选择接受吗？

Eclipse!

2010-07-09T10:31:00.000+08:00

I WANT TO WATCH ECLIPSE!!!!

Isabella Swan , Edward Cullen!

ARGH!!!

I'm going to be crazy ...............

SUPER HIGH!!

ARGH!~~~~~~

2010-07-09T10:26:00.000+08:00

很多事情，

都只能把它当作是兴趣．

因为，

它并不能担保你的＇钱途＇一路光明．

所以，

我到目前为止都只能把它当作是兴趣，

而不能选择它为我的事业．

只能说，

很遗憾．

非常的遗憾．

Lem Xiao Ru!

Please work hard for your future!!

Don't disappoint your parents!

We are Y.E.R.H! =D

2010-07-07T18:30:00.000+08:00

请永远都记得这一年，

我们是幸运的，

我们是幸福的，

我们是开心的．

虽然今年发生了很多事情，

改变了许多事情，

有些友谊变了，

有些甚至变质了，

但我依然觉得庆幸，

因为在我身边的３位依然没有改变，

我们依然停留在同样的位置，

并没有为了其他原因而抛弃对方．

或许有时我们会吵架，

或许有时我们会取笑对方，

或许有时我们会讽刺对方，

但请永远都记得，

这是我们的沟通方式，

而不是暴风雨的前夕．

有心事时，

可以随时来找对方．

有经济困难时，

请不要觉得丢脸而并不寻找我们来帮忙．

有困难时，

请不要独自一人承担，

因为你还有其他３个肩膀可以依靠．

这一年，我们都是幸福的！

We are Y.E.R.H. =D
Smile always!

Eclipse by cnblue =D

2010-06-27T12:34:00.001+08:00

No food no mood.

2010-06-09T23:27:00.000+08:00

I tak boleh terima lo. HERG!

What is the role of my life? 8.6.2010

2010-06-08T13:18:00.000+08:00

曾经想过，我人生的角色到底是什么？
I've thought about what is the role of my life?

我还在寻找着答案
I'm still finding the answer.

那么，你呢？
So , what's yours?

Happy belated birthday to Lok! =D

2010-06-07T22:26:00.000+08:00

Well, it's been a long time that I ignored my blog. =(

The main problem is that I'm having my mid-term exam, but now?

It's passed! wuhoo...

4/6/2010

Four of us hang out!

Chui yee , kah yan , mihui and I.

We went to times square play bowling.

I remember last time is N years ago.....

We went to an 'aquarium' to sing k.

A new experience for mihui and I. Not bad.

We went to pavilion , ''the loaf'' to buy cup cakes.

As we want to celebrate Lok's birthday.

We went to PJ, Jaya One to jave our lunch.

FIREMAN STEAMBOAT!

wow! The name was so attractive.

When we order, the waiter told us steamboat is start at 6p.m..

I can't believe it!

Blame to tan chui yee. erghhhghghhhhhh...

No choice, we have our lunch beside the fireman steamboat restaurant.

Station 1 cafe.............................

Food? Not delicious.

Drinks? My hot chocolate = mineral water. @@

The only thing that I feel satisfied is their songs.

They keep playing Korean song!

MY favourite!

DBSK , AFTER SCHOOL , ss501 , Super junior , FT Island , 2pm and so on.......

While eating our lunch , suddenly a chef was standing behind Mr.John and lok.

We were thought that the chef who working inside the kitchen came out.

But , he's Harry! LOL. speechless.......

Then we start our celebration.

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO AH LOK! =D

Wish you would feel happy and touching about it although our plan were failed. =P

Have a great day with boh lui gang! =DD

1st of June.

2010-06-01T18:24:00.000+08:00

My blog's reopen laaa..... =D
I've deleted those people in my facebook. heehhee.
Feel so happy about that.
And I have a new msn account also.
Hehe.
I will only accept those people that I trust the most.
Justfor_ru@hotmail.com
I've changed my blog link also,
www.justlifetime-93.blogspot.com
A new life is begin......................... =D

2010-05-18T21:12:00.000+08:00

Blog is down for two weeks as need to concentrate in mid-term exam!
Lalala~
Wish me good luck =D

2010-05-15T18:13:00.000+08:00

I wish I could end my form five life asap!

2010-05-14T00:02:00.001+08:00

If you don't know anything,

PLEASE SHUT UP YOUR MOUTH!

2010-05-11T00:22:00.000+08:00

Finally,

You started to realise your problem,

But, it's for him only. LOL

But at least at last you realised.

But so bad,

You're still a stranger for me.

Why people sleep at 12 a.m. , but I have to wake up at 12a.m.???? =(

He killed me by words again! 27/4/2010

2010-04-27T19:26:00.000+08:00

Do you know what is the definition of use?
If I ask my friend to help me something,
Help me to ask the guy name and e-mail,
Is it call use?
If you say yes,
Then I really don't know what is the definition of help and use.
Out of 10 person, I think 9 person won't agree about it.
I really can't understand about your theory,
I don't even talk to you recently,
But I still kena!
What the heck is it?!
This is the third time I've been involving.
I really don't understand why I always be the one who criticize by you.
Why don't the others do this to me?
You keep saying that I'm selfish,
You keep saying that I don't change my attitude,
I would like to ask you,
Do you have the right to criticize me?
Do you think that your attitude is good enough to criticize me?
Do you think that you're the king, I'm your prisoner?
Do you think that I have to follow all your instructions in order to achieve your dreams?
That's your theory not mine!
I should treat my friends better?
How do you know I treat my friends not good?
Did I scold them?
Did I punch them?
Did I slap them?
Did I kick them?
Did I torture them?
I share all my knowledge to them okay?
I know my standard is not high,
But I've tried my best to share my things to you all!
When exam is coming soon,
Who is the one who comes to me and ask me to explain history to them?
Who is the one who comes to me and ask me to explain chemistry to them?
Who is the one who comes to me and ask me to explain physics to them?
Who is the one who comes to me and ask me to explain the concept of add maths chapter1?
Is all of you.
I did not complain,
I did not ask in return,
I did not said any word.
I write it out doesn't mean I want a reward from you all. Don't misunderstanding.
But???
This is the return you give me?
Criticize me in your blog again and again,
Do not care for my feelings again and again,
Keeps breaking my heart again and again.
You broke my heart!
And there is no medical can cure it!!
Because it's not the first time but third.
What do you mean by I don't want to celebrate your birthday?
When your birthday is coming soon,
I keep asking them whether want to celebrate with you anot?
Kah yan and I were plan to make a steamboat party for you.
Do you know it?
You don't even know about it and saying that I don't want help you to celebrate.
Right now, I just wish that I have my own life.
Don't ever step into my world and disturb me.
I just want to end my form five life with peace.
I don't want anythings.
I just want a quiet life.
Is it so hard for you all?
Just enjoy your life with your '' friends ''!

Don't say you are my friend.
Start from this moment,
You are just a stranger for me.
The person who wanted to end our friendship is you.
So,
Please stop saying that I'm your friend / You're my friend in front of people.
I'm NOT!
You're NOT!
Both of us just study at the same class and same school only.

NOTHING'S SPECIAL!

Just continue live in your fantasy world.
I won't disturb you.

2010-04-27T17:42:00.000+08:00

Yes,
He won in terms of population,
but he did not win in life.
He is only living in his own fantasy world.
Thinking that everything about him is correct
He doesn't even dare to see the real world.

Written by: Mi Hui Wong

2010-04-27T17:00:00.000+08:00

My fault again?
I really couldn't believe it lo!
What do you mean by kah yan has influenced by me?
Did I talk your bad things in front of kah yan?
Did I ask kah yan don't want to be friends with you all?
Although your post didn't mention those stars name.
But stupid people also know that I'm the bad star!
HEY!!!!
I can swear to god , I didn't did wrong anythings lo.
I don't even talk your bad things in front of kah yan.
Is she realized your changes by herself de okay????
STOP SAYING THAT I INFLUENCE HER AND HIM OR SHE OR HE OR OTHERS!!!
I didn't!!!
Why you still want to update this kind of post again?
You wanted to start a war again?
Last time I've tolerated you, so please!
Don't do it anymore.
I have my own limitation.
Stop crossing the RED line again.
Otherwise you will die 99!!!
I'm NOT the bad star!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
You don't even take me as your friend now,
So I don't think that now I still want to give you face lo.

YOU THIS STUPID PIG!
I'll let you regret what you've did!

YOUR REASONING IS TOTALLY WRONG WRONG AND WRONG!!!!!!

You're not superman,
You're not the God,
You can't judge me!
Only God can judge me!!!!

2010-04-26T20:47:00.000+08:00

Recently there are a lot of secret around us.
They date friends in front of us,
But they didn't mean to date us.
Try to imagine?
Last time no matter what events is it,
Even drink tea they also will call us.
But right now?
You don't know everything about them,
You started to feel they are very strange to us.
You will only know their outing by reading the other's blog.
And then your mind will start to pop out a lot of questions mark.
They went out yesterday?
Why I don't know?
Why they didn't call me?
Why do they did this to me?
...........................................
............................................
Your heart only left with
Why?
Why?
Why?
Are they influence by her?
The answer is, perhaps.......
They disappoint me,
They disappoint chui yee,
They disappoint kah yan.

Why you don't attend 3o'clock class but 5?
Don't you know that I'm waiting for you? =(

2010-04-25T20:24:00.000+08:00

搬家

搬家

搬家

我要搬家

爸爸啊，搬家啦！

你自己其实也很想搬的咯。

反正现在都有机会了，

就快点搬嘛！

去看下屋子，

去看下家私。

哇，

那种感觉很幸福的勒！

所以，

我强烈的同意，

搬家！！！

2010-04-23T22:32:00.000+08:00

做朋友，
有必要做成这样吗？
偷偷摸摸，
隐隐瞒瞒。
只能说，
超级的，
失望！

Without any weapon, your words killed me!

2010-04-17T19:40:00.000+08:00

If you are able to sign in,
Congratulations!
Because my blog only open for those person who I trust the most!
Feel proud of it?
Hahaha.
Anyway,
Enjoy reading.

Friendship?
What does it mean?
Until now I still unable to figure out.
We used to be best friend.
But now?
Even though we communicate,
I feel there was a mountain between us.
It happens since your mouth comes out those words to hurt me.
In fact, all of us have mistakes,
But you put all the blame to us,
Allow those outsider misunderstood,
Everything's our fault.
You really shouldn't post it out.
You should talk to us face-to-face.
Tell us all your disｓatisfication.
I still able to remember those words,
Pig and dogs,
Categorized them under non-human being,
I will never forget what you've said before.
For me,
this is very hurt.
Because I really never thought before ,
One day you will treat me like this.
Once I saw your post,
I really wish that it was a joke.
It was April fool.
But it's not,
Everything's true.
How could you treat me so cruel?
How could you wrote this kind of things to hurt me.
The harm is done.
I really wish that I can skip school on that day,
But mom told me ,
I have to be strong.
Everyone is standing at your sides,
Only less people to support me.
And from here,
I learned something,
I figured out something,
Those people who around me was just hi-bye friends.
True friends?
I can calculate it by one hands.
Really feel disappointed.
But no choice,
I have to accept it.
I thought before,
Is it my problem to cause this kind of things happens?
But finally I knew that,
It wasn't.
Just my opinion is different from you all.
Just my idea is different from you all.
Even though now we are still friends,
But actually there is no topic between us.

Finally I know what's your name. =D

2010-03-12T22:47:00.000+08:00

It's been a long time I ignored my blog.
It's because too much of homeworks , tuition , activities and somemore , TEST!
My recently living habits totally has changed!
For example ,
After finished school , reach home , take bath and so on.
Attend tuition class until evening / night.
Sleep at 11 , sleep for few hours , wake up at 3 , and then studyyyyyyyyy until I reach school..
My friends sleep at 3 but I woke up at 3.
Haix. Really feel tired of it.
And now?
I've finished my test!!!!
MERDEKA MERDEKA!
WULALA WULALA!
And now is my time to watch movie:

Remember me by robert pattinson.
Hot summer by nicholas tze and so on.

The most important is

TWILIGHT SAGA : ECLIPSE!!!!!

I LOVE YOU EDWARD!

2010-02-13T23:12:00.000+08:00

ARGH~
It was the first time I shopping with my brother,
Woke up early in the morning and then steal my brother's car xp
Please forgive us as we don't want to take public transport.
My brother lied to my mum , he said we go times square to buy clother but actually we went to midvalley. ahhahahahha
At first accompanied my brother to buy his clothes.
He went to F.O.S , choose this choose that.
Actually I don't think their shirts is nice but lol. as long as he likes.
After he decided , paid , my turn to buy shoessssssssssssssssssss.....
Walk ah walk ah , slowly walk showly see.
But then? someone seems very beh song and tidak bekerjasama.
While I walking , he said:
快点啦~
将麻烦哒你？
你很挑剔的咯~
下午之前要回去哒~
快点啦~
我们还要去吃早餐哒~
ARGH~~
I admit that I'm quite ma fan in buying clothes and shoes but you're too NOISY LA!~~~
Finally I bought a pair of high heels in voir.
Haix.
I still wanna buy two more da.
But... the stupid very noisy so we choose to take our breakfast at leisure mall.
And then? back home looooo...

happy chinese new year to all my friends and also happy valentine's day.
hope you all can enjoy your holidays , get a lot of angpau , have a nice dating with your partner and so on.
if got any outing, don't forget to call me join ya ^^

7/2/2010

2010-02-07T21:06:00.001+08:00

Finally I got time to update my blog.
Recently I'm superrrr busy!
Okay,let's start my topic.

Today I watched movie with my mum .
The movie is Tiger woo-hooo...
Lol!
I wanted to watch it since it release.
But unfortunately , it's not as nice as I expected.
I almost fall asleep at the last part. LOL.
After finished movie , of course back home since the time is nearly to dinner time.
Mama want to take taxi , but I want to take lrt.
But no choice , have to follow mama.
Tapi we can't find a taxiiiiii to send us back to ampang so??? LRT
We take monoral to hang tuah.
While we waiting , I accidentally hit a guy.
Of course need to say sorry but when I saw his face
OHMYGOD!!!

He has a beautiful face.
His hair was shiny brown.
His eyes was blue in colour.
His height is around 190cm.
His weight , I think is average.
He is a beautiful , handsome and attractive foreign guy!!
Especially his eyes , I totally indulged of it.
ARGHHHHHHHHHH.
How come this world got such a beautiful face especially it's happen to boy.
I LOVE HIM..................................................
I LOVE HIM..................................................
I LOVE HIM..................................................

Okay, forget about it as it's impossible.

And again , something happened to me againnnnnnnnn.
I took wrong train AGAINNNNNN...
Why everything regarding to transport , I also no method to solve it?
I used one hour something to reach ampang. zzz
How could this kind of stupid , idiot things happen in my life again and again?
Haixxxxxxx. sad and sad.
Normally people take lrt from hang tuah to cempaka only need 10 or 15minutes?
But why do I need one hour to reach cempaka?
It's very unfair to meeeeeeeeeee
Haixxxxx. depress and depress.
Anyway , time to sleep as I really feel tired.
NO , I should use exhausted this word.
Good night guys.

I miss the guyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. Fine,forget about it T.T

2010-01-20T18:33:00.001+08:00

My form five life is busy and busy.
Homeworks , tuition , study , revision , koko , anything else?
Tired and tired.
Yesterday slept from 5pm until morning.
So today I've to pay for it... T.T

A new life is going to start.. 16/1/2010

2010-01-16T22:36:00.001+08:00

A new life is going to be started.
Since I failed my additional mathematics , so I need to rush back.
I want to revenge.
I cannot tolerate myself to get such a bad result.
So today and tomorrow will be my last time to enjoy.
Today after koko , I went to leisure mall with kia heng , kah yan and also kar seng.
We planned to watch the wuhooo but since the cinema of leisure mall haven release so we have to choose another movie.
Ju-on? Case 39? Alvin and the chipmunks? The spy next door?
At last , we choose the spy next door.
Well , this movie is not as nice as I thought.
It's quite boring.
Kia heng and I almost fall asleep in the cinema but kah yan said it's nice. LOL
After that , we went to sushi king to take our lunch.
Took some funny photos but I lazy to update it.

I have gradually got used to existence without her.
I don't care everything right now.
Like I said , too much emotions are not such a good idea for me.
As time goes by , memories of past will be forgotten.

Today I heard those rumors again.
It's quite boring and childish.
I have gone through all of this.
I have learned to experience strong , mature and stable.
But why those people are still standing at the starting point?
They didn't discover their wrongs but intensified.
But well , whether you use another language to humiliate me , I would only learn to grow up in the process.

2010-01-15T21:58:00.000+08:00

Today I got my report card.
I failed my additional mathematics.
I never fail any subject in my form four life but this time I did.
It's very hurted.
My brother saw my report card , he said how could you fail your add maths?
I was totally speechless as I also don't know what should I reply him.
And my rank.
I have never tried my ranking was out of top 10 before. Never and ever in my form 4 life.
But this time I was.
I have never tried to lose that thoroughly.
When I reached home my mum said this kind of result you also can get it...
What can I say?
I don't dare to see my report card.
What's my dad's response?
He just flew my report card away on the table.
He don't scold me or anything else.
But his action did hurt me a lot.
I rather he scold me.
He also does not have the plan to sign in my report card.
I cried once I took my result from the table and go upstairs.
I just can't stop my tears...
Cry is useless , I know!
But please ,
Just let me express out my feelings today.
Only today........

2010-01-06T22:31:00.000+08:00

Novels , school homeworks , tuition homeworks , revision...
I don't know which one I need to do 1st.
Need to do a timetable ?
Lol.
I don't know I can follow anot but just try my best.
Haix. Is tired..

Everything's started. 5/1/2010

2010-01-05T22:18:00.000+08:00

4/1/2010
Yesterday school reopen as we know ,
Once I reached school I only knew that our class is changed. LOL
I miss the class...
I don't like the new location.
Beside the toilet. Haix
Then as usual , sit with kia heng. Hehe, I've booked him since last year.
Then kah yan is sit behind me , bao bao and yee cheng is beside me.
Kerlee and Puisze in front of me.
This year , is our HonFoong be ketua and Puisze is penolong. Cool man~ Haha
First day of school , stayed inside the class , boring like hell.
Just chatted with kia heng them. Haix
Finished school , reached home , done everything , tuition , then sleep.
This is my first day of school. Bored

5/1/2010
Second day of school? Is there anything special? The answer is No.
Haix.
Bored~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I don't like teacher.
I started tuition add maths today.
At ah seng's tuition centre there.
OMG!
He's very very very lame and lucky I understand.
Reached home , shower , and then sleepppppp~
Until now I only wake up.
zzz
Bored la~~~

I saw something that made me feel more angry today.
She made me feel that my thinking is right at all.
Oh gosh!
Disgusting....

2010-01-03T00:33:00.000+08:00

The word , disappointed should be said from my mouth but not you. But anyway, it doesn't matter because everything's gonna be ended. Too much of feelings and emotions are not such a good idea for me.

School Reopen lah~~~ 2/1/2010

2010-01-02T22:55:00.000+08:00

As we know , school is going to reopen soon.
I'm expecting for it because I don't want to live with a meaningless lifestyle again.
During holidays ,
My life is totally meaningless.
I don't like it.
I feel lazy ,
So I always sleep and eat.
Actually I can force myself to study but since... is holiday.
So I ignored it.
Watch drama , sleep and eat.
This is my holidays life.
I'm tired of this.
I want my life become more busy.
I want to forget everythings that she did.
I just want to ignore her.
No angry No happy No sad for her.
Just take her as a stranger.
It's enough for me to get hurt.
I felt disgusting before ,
I felt angry before ,
I felt sad before ,
But eveything will be ended right now.

Ps: I'm not lessbian. Don't be misunderstanding of my post. Xp

Wish all my friends good luck in this year especially is
Mihui
Kahyan
Kiaheng
Nicole
and the others....
Please forgive me because I lazy to write out. Xp

2010-01-02T00:42:00.001+08:00

Tired tired and tired.
Pain pain and pain.
Today , early in the morning ,
Woken up by my mum ,
Asked me to accompany them to take breakfast. LOL
No choice , have to wake up ,
Who ask them is my parents.
After finished breakfast , back home and SLEEPPPPP~~~
Until 12something ,
I woke up and then changed clothes ,
Went to lot 10 to take lunch with my uncle , aunt and my mum.
After that , we go SHOPPING~~~
Sungai wang? TAKDE
Times square? TAKDE
LOL
I just bought a pair of shoes yesterday and today?
I just bought a purse.
I don't even saw any clothes that I love.
I won't go to times square and sungai wang shopping anymore.
Then at night , planned to go midvalley de.
But my dad scared jam.
So we changed to pavilion.
I saw a lot of clothes that I love.
But.....................the prize.....
400 something..zzz
You better kill me ba.
My dad lagi teruk.
He said he saw a pair of shoes , he very very very love the shoes.
When he saw the prize ,
He said , you cabut my two teeth I also won't buy. HAHAHAH
He said the shoes is 1000++
OMG!
Tak expensive punya dia tak tengok.....
At last???
We didn't buy anythings....................
Haix.....
Hope tomorrow I could find my favourite clothes.
Leisure mall and midvalley.
MIDVALLEY~~~
I WANT YOU!!!

The most unlucky day of my life. 31/12/2009

2009-12-31T21:10:00.000+08:00

今天，
我永远都不会忘记今天。
今天，
已经约好了宝韵和玉卿去逛街。
开始呢，
是玉卿来我家然后我们一起搭德士去leisure mall找宝韵。
从我家去到那里，竟然要十块。
那笨蛋司机的电表未免跳得太快了吧？
当我们说要直接去times square时，
他竟然说，nak tambah duit oh moi!
鸡蛋糕，
一开始就说好了的，
突然间又要加钱。
加你头啦！
所以我们就选择了另外一辆德士。
一开始就还好的，
怎知道哪个不懂什么jalan sultan ismail被封路了。
他说没办法去到，
就把我们载去klcc附近，
到最后，他在我们去maluri lrt，
叫我们自己搭去！ARGH!!
就这样，我们竟然浪费了40块在交通。
只能搭lrt咯，能怎样？
怎知道，3个白痴，
竟然搭到回去cempaka。ARGH!!!
能怎样？！！
又在从cempaka搭去hangtuah咯。
一点出门，差不多四点才到。
那里有人去times square需要用到3个小时的？？？
真是晕倒！
到了那里，就去医饱肚子先。
吃饱了过后，
我和宝韵就去看钱包因为玉卿要排很长很长的队去买戏票。
当我走着时，
突然间有一个马来人(promoter)，
他一手拿着传单，一手拿着手霜，
他把传单派到给我，
通常别人给到，没有理由不拿的嘛。
就拿他的传单咯，
哪里知道他突然间抓着我的手，
把那手霜给搽在我手，
死命在那边吃豆腐，
我要把我的手拿开，
他死都不给还一直要把我拉走，
你娘娘的鸡蛋糕！！！！！
啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊！！！！
真是倒霉透了！！
宝韵走在前面，她救不了我。T.T
我还必须大力的甩开他的手才能逃脱，
我真是火都来！！
气死了气死了气死了！！！！
啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊！
你这死变态老！
我诅咒你！
很恶心啊！！！
我打死都不在接传单了！！

Sunway's college.

2009-12-21T12:20:00.000+08:00

Yesterday I went to sunway's college with mihui and her mum.
I actually don't know yesterday was sunway's college opens day.
I knew this message from mihui de. Xp
Early in the morning , woken up by my mum's call.
I asked them to wake up at 8 but they thought I want to go mihui's house at 8 o'clock.
So , what to do? Rush lor.
Changed clothes and bring a bag.
Then get ready to start off.
When I reached the college , it's quite busy.
They still prepared lunch for visitors and I saw bartender!
It's quite surprise but their skills like...... beginner?
Mihui and me choose Pre-U and Scholarship talks.
Got a lot of knowledge from this time.
Thanks to mihui as she brought me to go ,
Otherwise I won't have this experience.
I saw a lot of parents with their children at there ,
That time a thought rose in my mind.
Did my parents brought me to go this kind of places before?
I felt quite sad ,
I felt myself just like an idiot ,
I don't know everythings and I still need to get this information from my friends.
Even my parents?
They don't even think to bring me go before. Haix..
We finished around 12 something then mihui's mum sent me to home.
When I reached home , I wanted to tell my mum everythings that I learnt in the college.
But her answer? Let me finish the drama 1st.
So just okay , I let her finish.
Once she finished , she started to prepare everythings and she told me ,
I wanted to go out with your dad as he wanted to buy clothes.
I was like..............
You don't even ask me and concern me what I've learnt just now.
Is because of college problem?
Or you don't want to know anything about college?
After she went out ,
I started to cry in the living room because I started to feel scare about my future.
I don't know what to do.
I scare I can't get an excellent result in SPM.
I scare I can't study in college.
I scare I will regret about the course that I choose.
But my parents suddenly came back and asked me to go with them.
My mum saw I cry ,
Then she was very angry and asked what for you cry?
She thought that I cried is because of I angry she borrowed money from me ,
Then she just put back the money on the table with a disappointed face.
And I told her I cry is not because of money but my future.
Then she's getting angry and started to scold me ,
You still got plenty of time and what for you cry for?
My brother listened and scolded me also.
Plenty of time?
Next year is SPM ,
I've to cover form4 and form 5 syllabus ,
Do you think that I got time?
After finish SPM is december ,
Only one month to let me think.
I just want shorten the area and choose few at now so next year I can just consider the few that I've chosen.
You don't even ask , concern , listen and just scold me.
Friend's mother will explain everythings to her daughter.
But mine?
Speechless..........
I can't see any light of my future road.

2009-12-17T00:59:00.000+08:00

Seriously hurt and disappointed.
I'm speechless. I do.

Future?

2009-12-12T00:27:00.000+08:00

What's going to happen in my future life?
What's my future job?
What's my ambition?
What's my interest?
I've been asked this questions by many person ,
They asked : ' What would you like to do in your future? What careers are you going to choose and what you're going to study after your SPM? '
And my answer always is the same , I don't know.
I'm still confusing about it.
But today when I was in tuition ,
My account teacher asked the same question again.
And she encouraged my friend and me go to education fair.
I don't know what's that but she said it's very helpful for us.
I don't like numbers ,
But sometimes I love to calculate add maths and account questions.
There's no time for me to think about it in next year as it's my turn to face SPM.
If I think it after SPM ,
I think it's too late.
So I have to think it now?
What's the job that I interest and which way I need to go.
Have to plan and think carefully because I don't hope I will regret again.
The only word that can use to explain my feelings now is CONFUSE!

2009-12-09T02:26:00.000+08:00

Get hurt from her's blog.
It feels like she's took away by them.
Is that truth?
Maybe.
I couldn't do anythings too.
Does she started to dump me?
Maybe.
I don't know.
Friendship is decreasing.

SPM?

2009-12-05T00:56:00.000+08:00

Started to worry my spm.
Its feel like 11months is not enough for me to prepare.
I'm really scare of it.
I don't want to get the same result as PMR.
I'm regret.
So this time ,
Haix..
Speechless.

2009-11-30T19:37:00.000+08:00

I'm really lazy to explain everythings.
How can you said that he took away your friends?
He didn't okay?
Why you don't think about other factors that causes our relationship becomes like this?
Ya, four years.
You know how to say four years but you didn't appreciate our relationship , our friendship.
I rather our friendship remain like this I also don't hope that we will argue.
I don't want our friendship is more weaker than now.
You're unhappy?
When you used your words to hurt us ,
Did you think that we will get hurt also?
You didn't right?
Sometimes I really don't know did you take us as your friends or just get benefits from ours?
When we get hurted , where are you?
You're just having fun with your '' rich friends ''.
When we dated you out , what's the response that you gave us?
When we dated you out , what's the answer that you gave us?
You don't even think about our feelings and just use your rich friends to compare to us.
Ya , we are not as rich as them.
Ya , we don't have driver to send us to anywhere.
But at least , we have the true heart.
You said four years friendship?
You said you hurt?
You said why we use this kind of attitude to treat you?
PLEASE!
Think about the attitude that you treated us last time.

2009-11-28T00:02:00.000+08:00

One of the romantic drama that I love recently. '' You're beautiful ''Both of them are too handsome and beauty.

Huang tae kyung. He's cool but I don't like this hairstyle. I love the hairstyle that he changed in the drama later. He's bad enough just like a devil but I still love him. Haha

Kominam ( actually I don't know how to spell the another name ) She's cute enough and also naive. I love her.

Jeremy. The cutest boy in this drama. He's really cute and I love his smile.

THE CHARACTER THAT I LOVE THE MOST IN THIS DRAMA IS HIM!!

Shin-woo. He's very nice nice and nice. I love him a lot. He look not nice in this picture but when you watch the drama , you will feel that he's the most leng zai in this drama ( in my opinion ) haha

I spent three days time to watch this drama. Total is 16 episod. And now I'm finished.

Nice man. Hahaha. Got a lot of leng zai and leng lui especially is shin woo. I do really love him a lot. But I also love taekyung , because he's very bad. Hahaha!

Another drama that I watching now is Iris. Recommend by ccc.

Read his blog and found this drama.

I'm waiting for it to release until twenty.

I spent my time to watch drama this month.

Next month I've to start my revision?

To revise all my form4 syllabus?

To revenge?

YEA! I'm gonna REVENGE!!

2009-11-25T00:15:00.000+08:00

This is the cake that bought from them. Hahaha. Blueberry cheese cake.

I know this picture is very ugly. But thanks to them still. Haha

Kah wai and I.

Again~ Suddenly feel that my ring is very nice. hahaha. I love my ring

Hahahha. My baby wen kang~~ Recognized him 8years.

I look like a monkey right? hahaha. But I don't mind. At least I'm happy.

hahaha. Curi curi tangkap punya.

See my two cutiest baby. hahaha. chun yao and wen kang

He said is copy from jennifer's body wor. hahaha

Okay, now is over 12 o'clock.

Means I'm really 16 now.

Hahaha. Don't wanna admit myself is 17 jor.

First of all , I need to say thank you to those friends who wish me happy birthday.

I'm really quite touching about it.

Just now I've a simple dinner with my friends them at pizza hut.

Maybe some of them might think that why do I choose there?

But this is because of I suddenly have an urge to eat that although I know their service is shit like......

Before I go to pizza hut , I went to the store with kah yan to buy somethings.

After that we head to pizza hut ,

once I reached there , I saw alvin who is the earliest people reached.

OMG!

I'm really touched man.

Hahahah.

Because alvin know my favourite cake and what I dislike.

Hahahhaha.

Even though is cy them , they also don't know.

So at here I need to say thank you to my dearest ALVIN!

Thank you as you're the one who remember my favourite and others.

After 15minutes , kai jun and ooi also reached.

Once I saw they reached ,

Actually I really feel like want to cry out because this is the 1st time they help me to celebrate my birthday.

But wen kang them are late , but nevermind.

I forgive them. Hahaha.

So we started to order things ,

Started to take our dinner,

Chit chat there ,

Take photo ,

hahahhahaha.

Chun yao and wen kang are very zilian , Haix...

After that , started to cut cake.

Hahahhahaha,

They actually bought the same cake that I bought last week for my mum.

Hahahhaha,

Is blueberry cheese cake.

But honestly , I don't like cheese cake.

But I ate it still , because this is the present they gave me.

I'm here to say thank you again to

Wen Kang

Kai Jun

Ooi

Kah Yan

Chun Yao

Alvin

Cong Kiat

Kah Wai

Mun Chung

Mr.X

Chui yee

When I reached home , kah yan and kah wai came to my house and waited for chui yee to come my house.

She said she wanted to accompany me until 12a.m. , until I finished my birthday.

When she reached, she brough a cake for me.

And I only knew is made by Mr.X and his mother.

THANKS TO Mr.X AND HIS MOTHER!

hahhahahaha.

And they chat in my house until 12a.m. , they leave.

I'm seriously want to say thank you to chui yee ,

I know you're the one who love me so much ,

But I just don't want to say in front of you because you will LcLy de.

Hahahahhahha

Thanks to kah yan also.

Anyway,just thanks to all my friends.

I love you all so much!!!

Thank you and thank you!!

Thanks to heng heng purposely wrote a post for me. Hehe

2009-11-24T17:06:00.000+08:00

朋友，
在我心里从头到尾都有一个秤。
我信任的朋友，并不多。
我不信任的朋友，却很多。
平时一起开玩笑，聊天，
但这并不代表我的心信任他们。
朋友，到处都是，
但值得信任的又有几个？
一开始总是开开心心的和你们聊天，
但认识久了，心就会开始感到害怕。
因为他们的心里，
并不是像外表如此的单纯，
并不是像外表如此的无害。
课室就像是战场，
考试就像是打仗，
朋友就像是敌人，
就算表面说没准备好，
但其实暗地里埋头苦干，
比我努力多一百倍，
等到成绩拿回来时，
分数比自己高，
表面上鼓励别人加油，
暗地里却是讽刺着别人。
有的甚至更过分，
总爱说，
就算我没读书我都可以拿高分过你，
都不明白你读得那么辛苦来干嘛。
承认自己有读书，
承认自己有努力真得有那么难吗？
这会让你很丢脸吗？
我的身边，
就是围绕着很多这种人，
这种人面兽心的人才是最可怕的。
我信任的朋友多数是LCG,
因为我和他们认识的时间长，
有些甚至是从小学开始就认识了。
除了yao之外，
我和他的感情还算不错，
虽然我和他认识的时间不到一年。
但我就是喜欢和他相处，
我和他的感情真得可以和其他LCG的人来比了。
人面兽心的朋友，
我只会单纯的和他们聊天，
把他们当作是普通朋友，
不会和他们说心事，
不会和他们太过好，
因为，
我不知道，
他们几时会在你后面捅你一刀，
或许这个用词夸张了，
但意思却是一样的。
他们在我心里面，
永远都会留在那一个地带，
和他们的友谊，
不会增加，
也有可能会减少。
属于自己真真的朋友，
我已经找到了。

2009-11-17T00:35:00.000+08:00

New mini album released by ss501.
Their songs is super nice.
I love it.

1. Love Like This
2.Wasteland
3.For One Day
4.Obsess
5.Green Peas

到了明天by Super Junior M - Blue Tomorrow

到了明天我一个人点了一杯想念

到了明天只能让爱擦肩

两个人的笑脸

天亮前变成泛黄的照片

身边（寂寞在蔓延）

视线（被泪水模糊焦点）

把我爱你

留在了心底放在了唇边

到了明天你就离开我身边

到了明天独自向你许心愿

像一场电影的完结篇（我们的奇迹你应许的语言）

碎了一地的诺言拼凑不悔的昨天

可我仍期待奇迹会出现 OH OH

而你身影越来越远

爱还留在我房间

回忆还很新鲜

一瞬间感觉你就在眼前

身边（寂寞在蔓延）

这视线（被泪水模糊焦点）

一句我爱你

深深留在了心底放在了唇边

到了明天你就离开我身边

到了明天独自向流星许心愿

像一场电影的完结篇（我们的奇迹你应许的语言）

碎了一地的诺言拼凑不悔的昨天

可我依旧期待奇迹会出现 OH OH

而你离去身影却越来越远

没有你爱开始冬眠

孤单会占据每一天

我就在路灯下面冷心地见面

那个曾相拥的地点是我们一起躲过雨的屋檐 OH～～

到了明天你就离开我身边

到了明天独自向流星许愿

像一场电影的完结篇（我们的奇迹你应许的语言）

碎了一地的诺言拼凑不悔的昨天

可我仍期待奇迹会再出现 OH OH

我依然还怀念相爱的从前

我依然还等你回到我身边

泪流在我冰冷的枕边

按下暂停的时间

直到你再次出现

无法承受没有你的每一天 OH OH

我爱你不会改变

我爱你知道永远

My favourtie songs during these days.

Blue tomorrow by super junior M
Supergirl by super junior M
Chu by f(x)
Love like this by ss501
Wasteland by ss501
For one day by ss501
Obsess by ss501

2009-11-13T13:26:00.000+08:00

Can I run out from house for 1day?
You don't hear any explaination from mine and just keep scolding me and my friends.
They did nothing wrong , we just only go for haircut.
Morning you promised me and gave money to me.
Now you called me and scolded me like hell and don't even consider my feelings!
You're a business man!!
You should know what is promise.
I'm suffering enough.
I'm hurt enough from you.
You judge everythings by your own.
And you too!!!
You only know how to follow him and don't give me a chance to say anythings.
I was like a machine and keep controlling by you all.
What for you born me out?
You better buy a machine come back and just control it.
Machine can acheive everythings!!
I was like an idiot and keep considering all of your feelings.
BUt you?!
Did you do that to me?
My life... just only can give people control.
When I hurt , nobody know.
I want to shout , but I can't.
Life is such a funny things for me.
And also painful.

I'm so sorry to kah yan , bao yun , pei pei , yee cheng and kia heng. Sorry.
The words that I only can say.

2009-11-12T23:18:00.000+08:00

I really don't know what happen to myself.

I really feel sad and angry to everyone.

I easy to get mad ,

I easy to cry ,

I easy to think about negative things.

My tears will always fall down when I was alone.

Even though with my mum in the living room ,

My tears also will fall down but I force the tears back into my eyes.

Because I feel that it's kind of idiotic things for me.

But at last ,

I couldn't endure it.

I cried inside the toilet don't know how longs time.

I just keep crying inside the toilet and think about sad things.

Without any people realize ,

Without sound ,

Just only can cry silently inside the toilet.

My heart like crush by a big stone.

I couldn't move it ,

Hardly to breathe ,

Tears keep falling down ,

I'm hurt.

Since finished exam on wednesday ,

My mood is very down.

I started to feel my life is boring ,

My life only sleep , eat and face computer.

During exam , just face my books.

Started to blame my brother ,

Why he want to choose design?

If he don't choose it ,

I wouldn't be the one who suffering so much.

I know I'm selfish.

But I just want to express my feelings.

Sometimes I really hope to give up everythings and just go out to relax.

I don't want to care my parents feelings ,

I don't want to care what they think about me ,

I start to hate things ,

I hate everythings!!

Especially somethings happen on yesterday ,

Made me more anger and sad.

Just want to express my feelings out ,

If you don't like this post ,

BUZZ OFF!

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Actually I wanted to watch poker king very long time since the movie haven't release because I saw it in newspaper.

So I decided to watch with my friends , so I dated them.

They also promised me to watch.

We choose friday to watch after return the text books to school , but yesterday my friend said changed to saturday since she wanted to go for interview.

Okay , fine.

Nevermind , I tolerate her.

So I surfed net to see the movies time.

They wanted to watch 2012 also.

Okay , we decided to watch two movies on saturday.

But I suddenly forgot that I've tuition on saturday morning.

So I told them to watch themselves as I don't want them to tolerate me.

I want them to enjoy.

But she keep calling me to go and called me to ask Mr.X whether can fetch me go anot.

Okay , so I told them I found that 12o'clock we go watch Poker King and 2.15 we watch 2012.

I plan that we could able to finish the movie around 5o'clock then I can back home to celebrate mummy's birthday.

But she said she don't want so early.

Okay , nevermind.

I asked them to watch themselves again because I need to back early to celebrate my mum's birthday since she cannot tolerate me.

At first I'm not angry at all because I know not all of them can tolerate me.

But the most angry things is that she asked me to change to friday ( my mum's birthday ) ,

I said cannot because my brother still working and normally he will back on friday midnight.

So we only can choose saturday to celebrate.

So I rejected.

But she looks like don't understand my feelings and asked me to change the date for 3times!

She asked me to cancel the tuition ,

Change the date.

Cancel this cancel that ,

Why you don't cancel for your interview but mine???

I start to feel angry about that so I don't want to talk anythings.

Just be silent abit because I know if I talk ,

I will start to scold people.

I rejected ,

Because she's my mum!

The most important person in my life.

She born me out ,

She gives me happiness ,

Impossible I would because of FRIENDS and sacrifice my mum's birthday.

And somemore she asked me to cancel off my tuition!

Last weekend I already cancel my tuition because of jamuan.

Now you want me to cancel my tuition again just because of movies?

You said changed to saturday I also can tolerate you but why can't you tolerate me watch at 12 o'clock?

Why you want me to cancel off my tuition but not your interview?

I said I don't want go , you keep calling me to go.

I want to go but you don't want to tolerate me.

Although you all said plan two days to come out with you and me ,

But I don't want.

Because of all of you are my friends.

I don't want all of you so sacrifice.

It would make me feel that I'm very selfish.

Can you please consider my feelings?

Is I date my friends to watch Poker King 1st ,

Now I have to give up because of you cannot tolerate me.

And somemore I need to go pasar malam to buy disc and watch at home by myself.

CAN YOU PLEASE THINK ABOUT THE FEELINGS?

I can watch with my friends and enjoy the movies in the cinema by drink cokes and eat popcorn.

Now??

Because of you ,

Cannot tolerate me.

So I need to watch at home by myself ,

By alone.

And you can have funs with my friends.

For me , this is an insult ,

this is an injured.

Why I need to suffer this kind of insult?

Why I need to suffer this kind of injured?

Because of you're one of my best friend ,

So I just hide my feelings inside my heart.

If for anothers ,

Do you think that I would forgive them?

I can tolerate you but why you can't?

Do you know your attitude would make me feel that actually you don't want me to go out with you because of Mr.X?

Everything's end.

But I just cannot bear it so I post out.

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Cried again and again ,

I don't know what for I crying for.

Commit suicide , this kind of concept.

Why would it started to appear clearly into my mind?

I don't want.

I don't like it.

HOPE EVERYTHING'S GONNA BE FINE!!

2009-11-11T19:45:00.000+08:00

Today I'm seriously very moody.

No mood to talk.

No mood to stand.

No mood to laugh.

Only have mood to eat.

Only have mood to sleep inside the class.

I really tired because I really fell asleep inside the class without realize.

LOL

When I finished school , I used heng's phone to call my mum and asked her whether they are coming to fetch me anot.

But once I heard the answer I straight away cut my mum's line.

She said , your dad is sleeping wor.

What the...

Last time my brother go to school you also purposely wake up in the morning and fetch him.

Now you told me that he's sleeping and you don't dare to call him and fetch me?

I walk back home you said danger.

I take bus you said it's too late to come back.

I call you to come and you reject.

What you want me to do?

They actually don't know I very easy get hurt by them especially when I know they love my brothers more than me.

I just keep crying while I walking until I reached home.

Just like an idiot.

Even though I reached home I also didn't talk with my parents and just straight to sleep.

Until just now I took bath , cried again inside the toilet.

I don't know what happen to me.

But I just want to express my feelings by this way.

Just now I saw yee has post a video to facebook.

Is about children de.

So I watch it due to my curiousity.

Once I watched the video , I feel guilty.

I shouldn't used this kind of attitude to treat my parents.

The video is about others country children.

But I think mostly is in Africa.

The children really pity.

They only can lied on the land because they don't have any energy.

They cannot move , they don't have foods to eat , they don't have water to drink.

Their legs is even thinner than my hands.

They're suffering malnutrition.

They don't have any energy to move.

They only can cry.

But they have a best sister.

She carry the water and help them to bath.

Inside the basin , the water only have 1/4.

Pathetic life , this words is suitable for them.

I use to compare them to myself ,

I have enough foods to eat , especially everytime when I was in bad mood , I eat a lot.

I have enough water to drink , especially I still waste water to play with my friends during the jamuan.

I have such a happy family in my life , but they don't have.

I have foods , drinks , money , loves , and others.

But they don't have.

What for I crying?

I feel glad because my parents born me out and give me a lot of happiness.

Lucky at last those children have been sent to hospital.

Thanks to god.

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You were my strength when I was weak

You were my voice when I couldn't speak

You were my eyes when I couldn't see

You saw the best there was in me

Because you loved me by Celine Dion

Falling in love.

2009-11-08T22:10:00.000+08:00

Recently falling in love with this song , two is better than one by taylor swift feat boys like girls.
There're so many things happen during these few weeks.

Studies,
exam's over , so there's nothings to let me to say.

Friendship,
Recently really dislike my one of my laopo's. Do hate her attitude so much.
But she don't realize that and keep repeating the same mistake.
I was lazy to advice her because I've did this a lot since I was form 3 until now.
And start to gain my friendship with other's laopo.
Our friendship is even stronger than with her.
Lol.
The things that I can do is ignore her. Because she won't listen to me. I knew that. So just ignore.

Love,
I can't do anythings, the things that I can do for myself and her is just give up.
I don't know whether I can anot , but I will try it.
Because this feelings is not longer and he don't even know deeply about me.
If is previous Xiaoru , I will do everything to that guy that I love and try to make him feel touching.
But now the opponent is different , I can't and I don't want to do it.
I've to prevent it before all of us get hurt.
Stop it and stop it.
If in the future , both of them really becomes couple , I will wish them.
I will although it's painful.

Song title = Two Is Better Than One
Artist = Boys Like Girls feat taylor swift
I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life
And I thought hey
You know this could be something
'Cause everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now I'm left with nothing
So maybe it's true, that I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
But There's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two, is better than one
I remember every look upon your face,
The way you roll your eyes, the way you taste
You make it hard for breathing
'Cause when I close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everythings okay
And finally now, believing
And maybe it's true, that I can't live without you
Well maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two, is better than one
Yeah, yeah
I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life
And I thought hey
Maybe it's true, that I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking
Oooh I can't live without you
'Cause baby two is better than one
There's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life
And I've figured out with all that's said and done
Two, is better than one
Two is better than one.

2009-10-30T20:07:00.001+08:00

Just read back my previous post.
Seems like a lot of changes in this 2 years.
From breaking up with bf ,
from hurting by my friends ,
from lazy and becomes hardworking ,
from account class changed to science class ,
from unfriendly becomes friendly ,
from don't like to smile becomes happy everyday ,
a lot a lot of changes in this 2 years.
I still remember since I changed to science class ,
there're somebody that feel discontent me and kah yan.
In that time , I started a lot of changes.
Start to study hard in order to get a good result.
Start to make friends with them.
Start to prove them that I have qualifications to study in science class.
Start to recognize new friends like alex , chun yao , pui yan , pei pei , yee cheng , kar seng , hor yin rul and some science 1 students.
Start to gain friendship with kia heng , pui sze , ker lee , han foong and so on.
And start to share everything with them.
Start to talk with them everyday.
Start to joke with them.
And now?
Our friendship is stronger enough.
It was a long journey and I was grateful for my friends company.
Start to call them as baby , honey , laopo , love and always hug each other ,
start to blow friends a kiss.
Thanks for chun yao and kia heng , always joked with me when I'm in low spirit and laden with anxiety.
Thanks for kah yan , angel and chui yee , always played with me.
Thanks for pui sze and ker lee , always share your knowledge and exam tips with me.
Thanks for bao bao , yee cheng , pei pei , pui yan and han foong , to be my opponent in exam and make me improve my result.
Thanks for nicole , always share things with me.
The most I want to thank her is MiHui.
As you all know she teach me everything since last year until now with good patience especially in mathematics and add maths.
I'm so sorry that sometimes I late to get your point.
I'm here to say sorry if I have made you felt angry before.
Thanks for you all.
I love you all ,
Mihui
Angel
Chui Yee
Kah Yan
Kia Heng
Chun Yao
Kar Seng
Bao Bao
Yee Cheng
Pei Pei
Han Foong
Shie win
Pui Sze
Ker Lee
Nicole

Suddenly want to express feelings ,
so please don't vomit if you read this post. Haha. Good luck to all my beloved friends in your exam oh~~

2009-10-29T23:44:00.000+08:00

Stress , is what I feeling now.
Sejarah , I don't know why I can't memorize.
Last time I was so proud of my sejarah.
Now? I'm scare of it.
I don't know why my brain stuck today.
And I heard that one of my friend has finished all the tips that given by teacher.
MORE STRESS!
Kia heng said we should look for spm.
Thanks to him as listen my confusion.
But I don't hope I will fail any subject.
I don't want.
I don't hope.
I don't allow.
So , start to fight again?
Having a big war with history.
Who's the winner at last?
Answer will be announced tomorrow..
Hopefully is me.
I wouldn't surrender to you.
Would it success?

2009-10-27T18:47:00.000+08:00

WOW!
Finally finished my bm paper.
The 1st paper is tatabahasa.
Lol.
My biggest weakness.
Anyway,I felt that this time I did quite well compare to last time.
But suddenly came out a question about unsur saspens.
LOL!
Apa tu???
I don't know , so I decided to take a nap because I still got 1more hours.
But suddenly I kena rotan!!
ARGH!!
Is the stupid pengetua came to our class ''meronda''
Ronda your head la , suddenly kena rotan. LOL
It's frighten me and pained.

While I'm thinking whether want to leave it blank anot ,
suddenly teacher went to angel's there and see whether she know how to do anot.
And angel said she don't know what's saspens.
And then teacher explain to her , DANG DANG!
I got IT!
hahahhahaha..
Because I just sit beside angel so I can heard the answer.
So I quickly wrote. hehehehe.

And then paper 2 ,
Honestly it's easier than last time.
Actually I finished my paper at 12 o'clock.
But suddenly my mind pop up a lot of ideas , and I see the time.
One more hour to let me do.
So I re-do again.
NOT RE-COPY!
Add this add that and finally I managed to finish it at 1o'clock.
Just don't have time to let me count the words.
LOL.

Anyway, bm paper is passed. So now can concentrate in other subject le. JIA YOU JIA YOU!

2009-10-27T00:07:00.000+08:00

Just woke up from my warm bed and blanket.
I miss them but I can't sleep again otherwise I don't have time to study anymore.
7more hours I'm going to face my bm exam.
I don't scare of my karangan but tatabahasa.
My tatabahasa is shit like hell because everytime I get my marks is nearly to fail.
LOL.
This time cannot le.
So I need to do more practice and exercise.
GO GO GO!
I believe I can.
Good luck to all my friends on tomorrow.

Sick.

2009-10-25T19:52:00.001+08:00

Everytime I will definitely get sick before exam.
WHY??
Are you purposely want to play with me?
Are you purposely don't want me to acheive my target?
WTF!
It's suffering.
Hard to endure it , hard to bear it.
And somemore , I cannot take medicine.
Because once I take medicine , I will sleep like a dead person.
And it will waste my time.
OH GOD!
Just now I already wasted 5hours to sleep.
What is the reason cause me to sleep?
IS YOU!
Stupid sick!!
You made me waste my time and feel remorse.
Please Please..
I don't want to get sick before exam anymore.
I still want to beat him down.
T.T

Stress?

2009-10-23T00:01:00.001+08:00

Exam , exam , exam is coming soon.
Am I feeling scare now?
Maybe.
I don't know.
Just feel like I have a lot of things haven't study yet.
I study , I understand but I didn't memorize.
Does it work in exam?
Oh god!
Please bless me.
I don't know whether my attitude is right or wrong.
I still feel like I have plenty of time to let me waste it.
Sometimes while I taking a nap ,
I will feel that my study speed is slow like HELL.
And feel like actually I don't study at all.
What am I doing now?
I started my revision 2weeks ago before my exam.
But now I realize ,
Did I really study?
I can done well in doing questions ,
But in exam??
Definitely shit like HELL!
I don't feel stress.
Just feel like I have wasted plenty of time.

Let The Music Heal Your Soul. 20/10/2009

2009-10-20T22:09:00.000+08:00

Let The Music Heal Your Soul by Bravo Stars.
This song is nice and simple.
Released in 1998 may.
Wow , 11 years ago.
But I really do like this song. Nice^^
Try to listen and give some comment ya.

Oh if someone writes a song with a simple rhyme
Just a song where is feeling show
And if someone feels the same about the simple song
Oh sometimes you can hear them sing
Music gives you happiness and sadness
But it also, also heals your soul
Let the music heal your soul
Let the music take control
Let the music give you the power to move any mountain
Oh, if someone plays piano with some simple chords
So melodic and endearing, too
Oh if someone plays guitar with the old piano
And maybe you can hear them sing
Music gives you happiness and sadness
But it also, it also heals your soul
Let the music heal your soul
Let the music take control
Let the music give you the power to move any mountain
Let the music heal your soul
Let the music take control
Let the music heal your soul
Let the music heal your soul
Let the music take control
Let the music heal your soul
Let the music take control
Let the music heal your soul
Let the music take control
Let the music heal your soul
Let the music take control
Let the music heal your soul
Let the music take control

My dream phone T707. 19/10/2009

2009-10-19T19:47:00.000+08:00

Finally I had found my dream phone.

Sony ericsson T707.

Oh my god! I'm falling in love with ' him '. Haha.

Actually usually I only love those black and white colours things.

But this time , this blue colour is very nice.

This phone in black colour is not as nice as blue.

So I decided to choose blue colour.

I want this phone since my phone is going to say bye bye with me.

I want to sell my phone and get my dream phone.

Just now finished tuition , shie win and I went to shop to ask the prize.

If is AP , prize is around 650.

If is original , prize is around 850.

I want original , I don't want AP.

But I don't have so much money , so?

I still need to consider.

Because I'm thinking to compare prize 1st before I buy.

Because I only can use my own money but my money is not enough to buy original phone. LOL

Pathetic la...

Phone Phone Phone.

I love you.

T.T

Bye Bye. 19/10/2009

2009-10-19T11:32:00.001+08:00

Recently my phone experiencing abnormal condition.
Keypad couldn't function well. ( I don't know the reason , but I seldom use phone de leh. )
Love to play off-on game with me. ( People is lock and unlock , mine? off and on. Lol )
Alarms couldn't function well. ( Sometimes wouldn't ring. LOL )
And somemore , I accidentally pour out the soup onto my phone.
Jang Jang. My phone become more worse. I think I'm going to say bye bye with ' him ' le.
His age is not even more than 1 year old. ( Kena cheat by the phone seller? )
I'm going to change phone if my money is enough. Only can use my own money. Lol
Will be going to sell this phone out and then get the money. See whether what type of phone I able to buy. Lol. Pathetic.
This november I think I need to spend a lot of money.
Shopping ( 1 year 1 time. I'm not bai ga lui. And I use my own money de )
Buy story books ( My twilight. Plan to use my birthday angpau to buy )
Hang out with friends after finish exam. ( $$ again )
My phone. ( Stupid phone , so fast going to die for what? )

Halehluyah~~~~ God Bless Me. Hope I would have enough money to acheive my wishes.
Recently my heart is full with remorse. Feel like I shouldn't blame my parents like that. Maybe they have their own reason ? After I expressed my feelings to blog , to mihui , although my heart is relax abit. But I still feel guilty to them. Well , apologize at here although they don't know. I'm sorry , my parents. Maybe next time I can try to control myself. ( I don't think I can. LOL )

Moody Day. 15/10/2009

2009-10-15T21:57:00.000+08:00

眼泪一滴一滴的掉落，
并不代表我脆弱，
并不代表我不坚强。
而是因为被你的一言一语给伤害到。
而你是我的亲人。
世界上和我最亲的人。
被世界上和我最亲的人伤害到，
是比爱情的伤害来得更痛。
我几时才能得到你的信任？
我几时才能在你心目中得到最多的疼爱？
我不要求多的宠爱，
我只想得到比他多一点的宠爱那就已经足够了。
你说我在读书，其实是骗你在对电脑。
你说我在读书，其实是为了躲避那一堆的家务。
而他说，我去朋友家是玩并不是读书。
难道我的成绩还不足够去证明这一切吗？
虽然我的成绩不是说很好，
但比起以前，我并不认为我自己没进步！！
恨你们疼他多过疼我，
恨你们只会说我没用而不说他，
恨你们只怕他离家出走而不骂他，
恨你们只骂我而不怕我离家出走。
恨你们说我花钱花得太厉害。
我花钱厉害还是他？
是盲的都分得清楚！
我把钱都只花在上学罢了！！
出街花钱？
一年三百六十五天，
我有超过十天和朋友出街吗？
我所用的钱根本就比不上他的万分之一。
21岁的人，有了工作却还需要父母在养，
到底是他败家还是我？
说我爱躲在房间不出门，
我出门能去哪？
你能给我出吗？
一个不爱读书的人，
一个不聪明的人，
一个只会和你们发脾气的人，
一个只会永远顶撞你们的人，
一个永远不会用大脑来想东西的人，
一个只会花完了钱就和你们伸手拿钱的人，
一个只会伤害你们心的人，
一个只会不想住在这个家的人，
一个只会满脑子想着离家出走的人，
你们究竟爱他的什么？
为什么我和大哥那么努力却永远只会被你们嫌弃？
你们永远都不会认同我和大哥。
为什么只怕他离家出走而不怕我们会？
我不离家出走而是因为怕你们受伤，
我不离家出走而是因为我知道我没这种资格。
但比不代表我能忍受你们对她的宠爱多过我。
我思想成熟并不代表我得忍受这一切冤枉我的词语！
我认真地在读书，
却被你们说成我只在对电脑！
我读书是你们在哪？
你们只在楼下对电视。
我休息的时候，
你们却说我懒惰不读书。
我考试时，你懂吗？
我考完试时，一句鼓励我的话，你曾给过我吗？
我半夜在熬书，
我半夜在努女奋斗着，
你们懂吗？
不懂没关系，但请别冤枉我！
我是你们的女儿，
不是你们的机器人。
我不可能一天二十四小时都对着那乏味的课本。
我也需要休息的！
我有分寸去拿捏这一切！
请你相信我好吗？
我只是一个很普通的凡人。
我是人。
我需要休息。
我需要疼爱。
我需要鼓励。
我需要推动力。
我需要支持。
我只是你们的女儿，
我不是你们的机器人。
我可不可以只选择当一个很普通的凡人？
只选择当一个被你们疼爱的女儿？
我会证明给你们看，
你们的观念从头到尾都是错误的。
我会证明给你们看，
你女儿我并不是只是一个爱对电脑的人罢了。
我会打败他在你们心中的地位。
我一定会得到你们的认同。
我一定会得到你们的关注。
我，林晓如！
一定会证明给你们看，
我不是一个软弱的人，
我不是一个那么容易就服输的人，
我不是一个那么容易向现实低头的人，
我有我的自尊，
我有我的骄傲，
我不容许你们忽略了我的存在。
也不容虚你们践踏我的自尊心。
我一定不会是一个那么爱哭，
我一定不会是一个那么爱放弃的人。
因为，
我从来都不是爱放弃的人，
我从来都是一个坚强的人，
只因为，
我姓林。
我身上流着和你同样的血，
我和你一样都是那么固执，
我是林家的人！！
别指望我会那么容易服输，
因为我是林晓如！！

I'm happy that I found you. 14/10

2009-10-14T18:28:00.000+08:00

I'm Happy because finally I had found you.
Scott Moffatts is The Boston Post Band while Bob and Clint is Same Same band.
Their songs quality is still the same. Nice nice and nice! I'm happy~~

**Love Isn't By Same Same
Do you ever wake up in the morning alone?
Do you ever wish that there was some way you could stay at home?
With somebody who loves you and needs you
With somebody who helps to complete you
But I’ve made mistakes and I know for sure I won’t forget to remember
Love isn’t Always as you see it
Love isn’t Always as you dream it should be
Love isn’t Always gonna find you
But this is love
Cause you’re all I’m thinking of
I wanna tell you that
I’m sorry I didn’t mean that
I wanna say I love you
But will I hear those words come back
From somebody who loves me and needs me
From somebody who helps to complete me
But there’s one concern that I must consider
Before I start to paint my picture
I’m gonna take my chances
I’m gonna lay my heart out on the line (on the line this time)
I’m gonna love you endlessly
But I’ll keep this in the back of my mind

**Supermodel by Same Same
I'd say you were a supermodel
That don't matter I'd like to get to know you better
All day I'd wanna take your picture
I won't have to if I get to know you better
I'd like, like to get to know you better
I'd like, like to get to know you better
I'd like, like to get to know you better
I'd like, like to get to know you better
One way or another I will get to you
I hope you like me
What can I say to get you into my sweater ?
What can I do to get to know you better ?

Yeah.

2009-10-13T22:29:00.000+08:00

YEAH!
A new blogskin is made by me oh!
hahahaha.
Maybe some of you think that I'm really crazy jor because even the blogskin I also choose twilight. But I really addicted to it. So hope you all don't mind.

1more month. NEW MOON!

Schedule. 12/10/2009

2009-10-12T21:55:00.000+08:00

Since when I start to study so hard? Last year? Yea.
Since I realized final exam is coming soon and I started to feel scare.
So just keep pushing myself to study and study.
Start to join my classmate and study together.
Start my revision.
Saturday night I've made a timetable for myself to study and remind myself sunday must study bio and physics. And at last , I did it. I'm happy~~

Monday - mathematics and sejarah

Tuesday - chemistry and additional mathematics

Wednesday - biology and physics

Thursday - mathematics and sejarah

Friday - chemistry and additional mathematics

Saturday - biology and physics

Sunday - moral text book and sejarah

And everyday I must study 1 essay of bm and bi.
Each subject only can study 1 hour and 30 minutes only.

At first I'm really scared because I don't know whether I can do it anot.
But at last I really did.
The feeling is .... NICE!
hahahahahahaha.
I really don't know this time what result I will get.
But then I just try my best on it.
Because now I'm LACK OF MONEY!
Got A got money~
LALALA~
Follow timetable Follow timetable.
Follow me to study friends , Follow me to study friends.
Don't be lazy Don't be lazy.
No stress No stress.
Just enjoy the process of studying. LALALA
No Stress No Pressure.
Only Happy and Relax.
Tired? Relax awhile.
After Relax , Study again.
LALALA~~

Why dont you trust me?

2009-10-08T16:19:00.000+08:00

When I was studying , you didn't saw.
When I was playing , you said I always face computer and dont study.
Today I ponteng school . But after pei pei them finished school , I went to school and studied with them. While I waiting for them , suddenly I received a call from my dad.

Dad: " Are you really study at school? Don't play with your friends and 38 there can anot?"

Me: " I REALLY STUDY AT SCHOOL WITH THEM! "

Why you always dont trust me when I want to study with my friends? Study or dont I also will kena scold by you! Then what should I do? I really do work hard in this year. If you dont trust you can try to compare my result to last year. This year I never FAIL any subject! I know for others it's very normal . But for me it's a miracle! Can you even trust me 1 time? Please!! Everytime when I heard these kind of words , my eyes definitely full with tears. YOU HURT ME!

But I feel proud of myself because now I study everyday. I'm trying to get a lot of A's except bm and physics. I'm trying . I'm trying . At least I have a target . lalalalala~

I'm Happy!

2009-10-05T21:43:00.000+08:00

I'm so happy now because just now I had finished my revision.
Today I revise chemistry.
But just chapter 6 only.
LALALA~
Lucky I still remember MiHui taught me de things.
I'm Happy ~~
I'm happy~~
So I decided to watch drama for 2hours as a reward for myself.
LALALLALALALA~

Farewell party and party

2009-10-03T11:43:00.001+08:00

Finally everything is over.
I'm extremely tired on yesterday night.
At school , I slept until recess because ''yesterday'' went to tesco with kia heng them.
That's why I sleep at the class.
Until recess , we have a farewell party for our english training teacher.
Cik Amrien? I don't really remember her name because I seldom pay attention to her.
I know my attitude is bad but I really dont like any teacher.
But I knew she's a patient teacher.
She has a lot of creative teaching skills.
So our class organized a farewell party for her.
But , we keep taking picture with our friends.
Like kia heng , bao yun , yee cheng , pei pei , shie win , and kah yan.
Both of us just keep on taking pix.
Feel like got a bit dont not respect our teacher. LOL
And then? FINISHED SCHOOL!
Kia heng went to my house for helping me prepare everything about the steamboat party.
But his ''smallest body size'' frighten my house baby.
He made my baby dont dare to go into the kitchen for washing hands.
HOR HOR~
Kia heng still said is because he's too leng zai that's why the baby dont dare to come in.
LOL
And then we cut this cut that , cut a lot of things.
And finally I cut dao my finger -.-''
From here you can see my cutting skills is not bad.
Kia heng got talent of peel off the fruits.
HAHA~
Actually yee cheng , she has promised me to come to my house and help me.
But I called her at 2 something because we finished school at 12.35
She said she wanted to go back house for shower.
Okay lor , then I wait.
When I called her she said , I JUST FINISHED MY SHOWER!
OH MY GOD~
What are you doing inside the bathroom?
She took a bath need 1hour inside the bathroom. -.-''
When she reached my house , almost everything is done by me and kia heng.
Thanks for peipei helping me to cut the vegetable when I was in showering.

Thanks for yee cheng because at last she didn't ffk although she's lated.

And then we went to tuition , invited our sir alvin to come.
I wonder he will said yes because normally teacher wouldn't be so close with their students.
HAHA~ but he did.
Finished tuition I rushed to home to prepare things again.

Thanks for kia heng to help me peel off the crab stick skins.

Thanks for shie win to borrow me the pot.

Thanks for chun yao and kah yan help to cut the hotdog , fishball and everything.

Thanks for kar seng to help me buy the ice cubes.

Thanks for bao yun and pei pei to help me buy candles and lantern.

Thanks for my friends who help me to take foods to outside.

But I felt sorry and guitly to mun siong.
When I realized that outside is more comfortable than inside.
So after I took my dessert and went to outside and chat with my friends.
But my legs is very tired and I saw got a motorbike behind me.
So I decided to sit on the motorbike.
But I wonder the motorbike and my stability is not that good.
( Maybe is because the motorbike cannot support my weight )
Then dang dang~
We fell down together...
When I fell down that moment , pain dao..
But I think the motorbike will be more hurt.
I'm so sorry to mun siong.
I keep apologizing to mun siong but he said nevermind.

Sorry munsiong~

Haix~
Cut dao finger , somemore still want to add a few wounds on my legs. -.-''
But I felt so proud of my dessert , because I made it by myself.
HORHOR~
At last , all the foods didn't clean up even though my brother friends come to help me.
Because just now I woke up and go to see ,
Still got a lot of foods inside the refrigerator. T.T
And my finger kena one more wound by the FORK!
Even the fork also want to bully me.
LOL.

To kia heng :
Don't feel guitly to me because at last not I clean it up but my brother.
hahhaa.

2009-10-01T16:45:00.001+08:00

I knew everything from you all because we have known each other 4 years ago.
At first you all said need to organize , but at last non of you are coming.
Is it call friends? You have money spend to shopping but do not have money to come?
What kind of reason you gave me? Did you know when I heard it I do feel extremely heart pain?
You said you would come but at last you told me there are nobody is going so you ffk?
I'M SERIOUSLY FEEL DISAPPOINTED TO MY '' BEST FRIENDS ''
I wouldn't beg. Because I couldn't find any reason why I need to beg you come!
Thanks for yao for soothing me today.
I'm not using my tears to seek for any sympathy.
So please don't say that!
Just came back from TESCO with kia heng , yee cheng and kah yan.
We went to TESCO after school.
My body is full of lactic acid now.
I'm seriously tired and exhausted.
Thank you kia heng , yee cheng and kah yan for accompany me to buy things.
TAKE A NAP! TAKE A NAP! TAKE A NAP!

Celebrate Mid-Autumn festival.

2009-09-29T19:08:00.000+08:00

LELONG LELONG~

Everyone knows the mid-autumn festival is coming right? So my friends and I decided to make a steamboat party to celebrate. I know last year my party was unsuccessful. But this year I will try my best. Last year I said each person is 10 bucks but at last there are not enough food for them. So this year I decided to make each person 15bucks. Maybe you might think it's expensive but no choices. I scare not enough food for you all. And this party is not organized only by me. We suggested this idea together.

Time : 2/10/2009 Friday night
Place : My house.
Address : 50, Jalan Bunga Tanjung 2 Taman Putra 68000 Ampang Selangor.
( To make it easy for you , my house is opposite the pizza hut. I mean those terrace
house )

If you want to join , call me. Each person is 15bucks.

Contact Number: 0163618105

For serayans only?

But please give me your answer as soon as possible. At least wednesday night.

Thanks~